28/09/07 fri

Sorry as recenty i'm too busy to blog.Hai so stress and tired.

Nothing happened,lol my life is so boring.Work and work and work hahahaha.

Next week gonna know my result soon hahaha.2 more weeks to go and school gonna reopen.

Yes i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo.How i wish to see her.

27/09/07 thur

So tired after i had slept for 2 hours.Today stay in the company to eat lunch hahaha.

Stir fried beef,omel onion,curry chicken and rice.



Today so stress and i wanna meet mc after work.

Stay for a while to rush finish my work and i went home to bath.

Met mc at mc and i'm so happy.Chat with her till late at night and i sent her home :) .

26/09/07 wed

Mambo again and i'm working in zouk.It's so rare hahaha.

Did not really enjoy myself while working,but i still found some of my friends.

I'm going to change my hp no to avoid some friends.Sorry for those who never recieved my new hp no.







25/09/07 tue

At last i manage to get a photo on my working sit.


Went to meet mc and after that went to meet her friends at bishan.

Wow even they are younger than me but they looked older than me lol.

Their name were ben,situ,gary,alvin,evon,joy,joey.

They make me laugh and laugh lol.Really had a nice time with them.

Took a photo with gin while the rest is playing bumper car.


Xian tomorrow is wed again.







24/09/07 mon

I was sent down to pastamania at robinson road for a job to do.

I was all alone lol,when i reach there,i felt that i'm the boss,haha.

Walk around the shop measure something like the big boss lol.

Due to the crowd,i had to go for a walk nearby.

Came back to the shop at 2pm and manage to finish it.

When i reach the office,i played with yasin.(pinch one another nipple)

Haha,then the boss caught us reading newspaper.

Went home at 6.30pm and had dinner with mc at hg mc.

Nice time chatting with mc.

To my surprised,alot of my friend were attached.

My ex & jane were attached.

Colin going to attach soon *all the best.

When will be carol's turn?

Tomorrow going to enjoy myself and all the best to everyone out there.







23/09/07 sun

Sun is the only rest day for me.

Yes feeling is damn good,eat,sleep,eat and sleep again.

Went for a treatment for my left arms.Feeling comfortable now.

Total i spent $46 on my treatment and leg massage.

In a r/s,once the feeling has faded,and i believe that no matter how hard we try,the feeling will not be as strong or even stronger that last time.

I hate liar,damn hate liar.

I hate people that show no respect.

I hate cheaters.

I hate late-comers.

I hate people that make empty promises.

Treasure someone that treat you good,if you lose it,you gonna regret it.

If a person is been touched by another,it's a good sign.

Treasure that person that is willing to spent most of his/her time with his/her love one.

I always believe in r/s,either you work hard for it or back up.

Only solution for feeling that is not strong,is back up.Be strong and back up.

Lol,i really learnt alot from this world.How to make my life stronger and stronger.

Sorry for those people that i've hurt.I didn't mean it.

I did not did it on purpose.The world had trained me to be like that.

Heartless for everyone out there,except my dad,my mum,my sis and my grandmum.

I don't need anyone to care for me.

I don't need all of your pity.

Sometime i was wondering,why human must have feeling.I hate feeling.

Lol,hahahaha,hehehehe,who will like me.No one,there's no one for my info.

I'm weird,i'm pms & i'm hot tempered.

Everytime when i'm serious,sure got something happened.

FUCKING SICK AND TIRED.

I HATE GOD,I HATE HEAVEN,FOR FOOLING ME.

22/09/07 sat

Nothing happened,everything as usual.

Why must you kept reading my blog.

If you are not interested anymore,why must you keep yourself update for my info.

Please don't play with my feeling anymore,i can't another blow.







22/09/07 sat

Suddenly had the urge to blog.

Thinking back and realised that for these few months,i had not learn my lesson well.

Fell down and get up,fell down and get up and fell down and get up once again.

How many times i need to fall down before i stop all these shit.

I'm stupid,as i will never learn my mistake.

Arh forget it.

No more mean no more.

From today onwards no more.

All please get away from me.

I'm going to be damn cruel and heartless.

This is what i learn from this world.







21/09/07 fri

Oh yes,left 3 more weeks to go and i'm free as school gonna reopen.

Hai,left 2 more weeks to go and i will know my result.

Find it hard to believe that xue e which is my supervisor,she and wf behaves the same.

1st,two of them work damn hard for money.

2nd,advise and help people if they want to earn more.

3rd,both are the same age.

4th,the way they handle their customer is the same.

5th,they looks abit alike.

6th,their laughter is almost the same.

It was my 1st day to go down to site.(at kallang)

Had a nice experience.

Had a bad day,as firstly,my left arms still hurts.

secondly,in the stage of thinking.

lastly,met nasty customer at members bar.

Important note:We could be happily together,if we start to treasure and respect one another.







20/09/07 thur

What a tired day as i slept for 1 hour plus and i went for job attachment again.

Lol,my company is treating us lunch on every thurs and for today is laksa.

Alot of things happen and now everything comes back to me once again.

Why,why,why,why i had to get all this shit again.I'm really sick & tired of it.

You were no longer there for me.

This is my new bed.


Alot of things i don't wish to say.

19/09/07 wed

Went to work after attachment,and i'm damn tired.

Saw alot of people,and due to no mood right now which is 20/09/07,i don't wanna write.







18/09/07 tue

My left arm had been hurting badly since sun night.

It's so painful,i had to endure to work.

2nd day of work,xue e gave me alot of work to do.

Shit man only 2nd day,my work load increase so much,hai.

Still got 18 working days to go,then school will reopen.

Every wed,thurs and fri,i'm going to be damn tired.

Not enough sleep and execise everyday and somemore i keep on eating,lol,i getting fatter and fatter.

I'm insane,as long as i work there.

Sleep early,sleep early haiiiiiiiiiii.

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.







17/09/07 mon

1st day of work in spinnaker360.

The place is quite small,but everyone is friendly.

Lol i'm sitting near to the boss,lol cannot eat snake hahaha.

It took me 1 hour plus to reach my work place,sian.

Even though today never do much work,but i'm still tired.

Maybe i'm thinking of wt.

She's not back yet.

From today onwards,i'm going to be very tired.

Wed and fri i will go straight to zouk after work.Tired,Tired.

Gonna sleep early,hope to see her asap.







16/09/07 sun

Sleeping on my new bed,hahaha,so comfortable.

From 9am plus till 3 pm plus lol.It's been a long time since i slept for so long.

I will show all of you my new bed,just give me sometime to post the photo.

Went to hg mall with my mum to buy a birthday cake for my sister.

Am i that attractive?

Why so many girls look at me?

I was just wearing a cap and a white singlet walking around to buy thing that's all.

Reach home and eat KFC hahaha with the whole family.

Out of a sudden,i think of wt & wy.

Last day to relax and last day she will be back.Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss.

Hai tomorrow had to wake up early to go to work.

Hope to see her soon.

15/09/07 sat

It's just a boring sat night and i'm working in phuture once again.

Nothing special happened.

As normal,i can hear that other girls talking about me but they were just to scared to approach me to get my no.

Lol,a day just end like that.







14/09/07 fri

Wow,went to school and was brief about the half marathon.

I had to pay $5,then i shall get 3 shirt not bad hurr.

Thought that i could meet wt after that,but that lazy pig is still sleeping.

She woke up at 1pm plus and msg me while i going to fall asleep.

At 2pm plus when i'm about to fall asleep again,sm called me lol.

I can't sleep after that.Hahaha die die.

Went to work feeling damn tired hai,don't feel like going but what to do.

Somemore she's going oversea soon,wanna see her again before she go but it was last minute thing.

Working in velvet and i chat with ys.

Saw stephanie while she's going home that time.

I WANNA HAVE A LONG BREAK ON FRI,SAT AND SUN.

Sick and tired of working.

I WANNA TO GO HOTEL AND RELAX AGAIN.

Once accept a new r/s,everyone had to change.

Wish that you could come back early.

Hai,2 more days,2 more days to go and no more holiday for me.







13/09/07 thur

Found that a tragic had happened near my place.

A fire broke out in the middle of the night and it burned all the way till the 3rd storey.

It's was 6pm,i went to withdraw money then i saw that the place was badly burn,shit,suddenly i'm so sad.

I'm so sad and pity what had happened. :(

On my way home after withdrawing money,i saw someone,someone that backstab me.

Dare to say behind my back,don't dare to face me.

Anyway if i hate a person,that person gonna be invisible.

I'm not gonna let him or her spoilt my mood for the whole day.

*Important note:Treasure everyone before you start to regret it.

Actually around 5am on my way home,i saw police car at that place without moving,i thought nothing gonna happened so i went home straight.

I heard the news from my mum in the morning and i don't believe it till i saw it with my own eyes.

Xian tomorrow had to go back to school to sign a form for the half marathon which is gonna held on 02/12/07.

I left 3 more days to enjoy hai.

12/09/07 wed

Lol everything as usual as i saw wf,jane,ben,yq & wt at mambo once again.

Those are really regulars lol hahaha.

Time passed so fast and i'm getting stronger once again. :)

Bad new,bad new hai,i will be working in members bar on one of the night.

The whole night,damn it.

OMG,right now i can sense something.I can see what's gonna happened to me and wt on the 14/09/07.

I mean from now 13/09/07 till 14/09/07.

It's gonna be a secret.







11/09/07 tue

5 more days to relax hahaha.

Lol i took some photo of myself again before i went out.

Speak no evil lol.


See no evil lol.


My bed.


Cam whore again lol.


Had lunch with wt & wy at kfc.

She's still so cute.




Took a bus to ang mo kio hub


I managed to buy a leather bag for mon and future use.

Catch a movie at cathay and my advise to you all better don't go and watch naraka 19.

It's suck lor,waste my money.

Today had a wonderful day with wt.

Thanks so much and i really enjoy her company :)







10/09/07 mon

Quite disappointed with myself after the exam,hai.

Did not really enjoyed myself once i reach home.Slept for awhile and went dinner with my mum.

Eat stingray for dinner and suddenly everything crushed down on me again.

What the hell i'm doing?

I'm totally lost in my world,and no one can find me not even myself.

SM called me and we chat for awhile.Glad to hear her voice once again.

I knew that you are out there to care for me but you remain silence.

When will i stand up again,maybe that's when i get myself a dog.

I only left 6 days to enjoy myself before i'm gonna be busy for 1 month.

But will i enjoy myself for these 6 days?

I'm now in the stage of confuse again.

I don't want anybody to step into my world anymore.

Please,please,please forgive me for the coldness towards you.*No matter who.

I will not show my emo to anybody out there.*Sorry.

Actually i'm scared of being alone at night and i don't wish to sleep alone.

Once i get used to the feeling,that's it.







09/09/07 sun

Tomorrow will be my last paper,Yesssssssss.

Today manage to cover all the chapters and i went to mc to revise again.

David called me and we went to play basketball.

*Important note:Now i understand what does it mean by different wave length.

No matter how many times you repeat yourself and the other party just don't get it or keep doing it again and again,it mean that 2 of you having different wave length.

In a r/s,both parties should change for the one other if they are really in love.If one of them can't,is useless to be together.

Don't ever regret if you gonna lose someone as you can't treasure it.

Don't wanna think so much anymore and i wanna sleep and live in my own world.


08/09/07 sat

Nothing great happened,everything as usual.Work,work & work.

Hai why life is so boring and so sucks.

Recenty i got more and more tired and more sleepy than before.

*Important note:I really don't like girls that club so often,don't like girls that like to stay out late at night,don't like girls to hang out with other guys if they like someone(meaning flirt).

Put yourself in the shoe,what if you like a guy or gal then he or she kept going out with the opposite sex.

Do you think you can change him or her?Do you think is it fair for him or her?

Since he or she can't change,why you had to force it.

Why don't let it go so that both parties will be happy.

Don't wanna think so much anymore and i wanna to sleep and live in my own world.







07/09/07 fri

I've been disturbed by teacher's call early in the morning to remind me to come to school in the noon for the job attachment.

Reached school and i went for the job attachment meeting,to my surprise,i saw someone that looks like wf lol.Her eyebrown,her eyes really look like wf lor hahahaha.

After the meeting lol,i going to start work on the 17th and it ends at 12th of oct.

Went down to mc and study before i go to work.

Lol today i'm working in zouk haha.It's been 2 to 3 weeks since the last time and i'm working with chris,alvin and mike.

With chris help,i caught 2 under age girls that went in to zouk.

I really don't get it,why should they club when they are underage,can't they think.

Somemore they try to lie,misuse other id and use other method to get in.

1st i ask them where they purchase their ticket,they can't answer me hai,2nd how much they purchase also say wrong hai.

What so great about clubbing?

Really don't know what the youngster are thinking about.

Hopeless,that is the only word i can describle them.

Actually when i caught them,i'm quite sad.

No one knows how i feel.

Yawn,night guys.







06/09/07 thur

Woke up at 8am plus,still having abit of headache.

Hai last night i made someone cry again.I'm sorry,sorry,sorry.I didn't mean it.

Staying @ home to rest more before going down to mc to study again.

Damn it,just only one day,i almost forgot everything i've study.Shit.

David call me and we went down to punggol cc to play ball.

Lol,not bad for today performance.Score quite alot lol haha.No one can stop me lol.

Now i'm more focus on what i supposed to do.
1)Live with pride,
2)Don't ever lie,
3)Go on a straight way to earn money,
4)Treat someone good that treasure you alot.

Like that i will sleep in peace everyday.

Tonight gonna study till late,haiiiiiiii.

05/09/07 wed

Lol i can't sleep during the noon time.

Everthing as usual,i went to work.

Got a complain letter on our department on the PVD night.

I don't know is me or not cause i'm working there also at that night.

Everthing went smoothly as i'm doing relieve again.

But, @ 3 plus going to 4 am,i can't see clearly.

My forehead was pain like shit.

Regret taking company transport on that night.

While waiting for other staff to come inside the bus,i went out to puke.( 2 times)

Once i reached my dropped off point,i walked to a place when there's no one and puke again.( 3 times )

What's wrong with me?1st time in my life feeling so miserable.

Took a quick bath and went to bed.Hope that she's here to take care of me.







04/09/07 tue

Went to hg mc again and study again,so stress & so xian.





03/09/07 mon

Went to hg mc and study,all alone by myself.

Suddenly everything came across my mind.What i had been doing these few months?

Lots of places reminds me of different people.

I hate memories as there are lots of places which reminds me of my ex xl,ys & wf.

Not that i hate them.

I had to be damn focus.

I will get use to be alone one day.

Nic msg me for gathering in paris resturant @ orchard in the evening.

So xian studying.


Went home and took a bath before i went out.


Met chris & alvin @orchard mrt.

I ate alot of food haha,but not so nice as in not much choices.

I'm going to exercise soon lol.

The ice-cream is damn smooth,damn nice,1st i went for mix,2nd & 3rd i went for rum & raisin.

My favourite ice-cream rum & raisin.


Chris,cherie & alvin went up for a smoke break.


After dinner,there's liondance at the ground level.

Manage to catch one photo.


Going to K-box.Cherie say that i'm cam whore lol.Is it true?


We are so siao,taking so much photo while sitting down infront of the counter.


The 3 of us,myself,chris & alvin.


Somemore we open umbrella lol.




Vincent & his wife.


Guess what i'm drinking.


It's coke lol.They tried to make me drink alot,but i managed to change it everytime.

I poured everything myself lol.Try my best to refill my glass with coke when they never see it.

I only drank 2 to 4 glass of martell with coke only haha.Think and act smart.

Saw other colleague which is from the wine bar and members bar.

Went home at 4 plus and slept at 5am.

Had a nice and fun outing with you guys.







02/09/07 sun

Woke up feeling damn lost hai don't tell me i'm going to emo again?

我好烦,好乱 arhhhhhhhhh.

Gals can be quite cruel if they want to.

Action speaks louder than words.

I seen it.Hai sick and tired of it.

Guess what is this?


Yes is steamboat.


Haha,i had steamboat for dinner.

Having it halfway and i felt something is wrong,i think of my ex again and she like steamboat alot.

She's not the only one that makes me felt that i'm lost.

Tomorrow had to focus on my study again which is the last paper.

No more emo,no more.

Why am i so emo?Is it i'm scare of losing someone i like again?

How to be strong?I've lost 3 gals.

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.







01/09/07 sat

1st of all,i only slept for 4 hours lol,die die tonight gonna be sleepy and tired as paul van dyk is coming to zouk.

Reach my work place at 7 plus and i saw people queuing up to purchase ticket.

Lol i was thrown all over the place lol.

1st at zouk tearing tickets,
2nd at phuture tearing tickets,
3rd at velvet doing relieve,
4th at members bar.

The time fly so slow when i'm at phuture,i saw ys and chat to her.

Quite relax while i'm at velvet then was posted to members bar to help nic.

Had a fun and nice time with nic hahahaha.

Was at members till 4am,but something happened.Both was spotted my me.

1st,fight and i told nic and he went together with the security to stop it.
2nd,fight again but this time is more jia la,blood was all over the floor.Nic was there with security again.

The whole place was stink with blood smell.Eeeeeee.

I had to stop entry by then.Had a new and nice experience with nic and i really enjoyed it.

Why people must fight,hai due to drinking lor.

I hate to hear people say i don't wish to lead you on,and now i understand how it feel when you had to say it to others.

It's quite painful,when you gonna say that but there's no other way.

I'm confuse and i don't know what to do.My heart is numb.

I no longer feel pain in my heart,hai.

I don't wish to say that to people and i don't wish other to wait for me and waste their time.

F_ _ k i hate it.







31/08/07 fri

Yes left 1 more paper to go hahaha.I think i can score about 90 and above but not only i can did it haizzzzzzzzzzz.

These few months what i had been doing?Lead by someone and now my life is messed up and full of confused.

I had seen the dark side of life,i'm sick and tired of it.( How girls got drunk and been carried out of the club or been taken home by other guys. )

Thats the reason why i try to take care of my gals friend,try to protect them.I think i need a long break to relax myself haizzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I rather brought myself a puppy which will be always by my side when i'm happy or down then having a r/s.

Fate is the only thing i believe now.My heart had changed to a cold stone that no one can hardly hurt me anymore.

I'm not going to show emotion while i'm working.

Now i've been looking forward for my coming birthday,hahaha hurr hurr hurr.

Sunday sunday sunday please come,i'm looking forward for it haha.

Going to ZZzzzzzzzzzz lor hahaha.On the 1st of sept gonna be a tired night is PVD Lol.

yixiang
DOB: 27th May 1982
Currently: DRAFTSMAN @ CHINA SQUARE CENTRAL


Gin



*Travel to different part of the world*
*Spent every moment with gin*
*Going to have a house @ punggol breeze in 4 years time*
*Had a dog*
*Had a baby*

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